Rambles

So second day of band camp. 

I'm exhausted. I just want to sleep for about a century and a half. Like I thought all the awkwardly long walks I took would really help me prepare for bc. Not so much. 

Speaking of band camp, I want to give the story a new title. Cause band camp isn't very eye catching and also my brother has been judging me so hardcore about it, I'm assuming a lot of other people raise their eyebrows at it too. 

So I haven't gotten much writing done, which was to be expected. In all honesty, I'm not sure how much I'll get done in te next two weeks. After today, only three days of left for the week. I'm not even going to start counting down until next week. 

I'm trying to journal each day especially when I don't write any words. 

Sorry if I come off rude in any replies to you. I'm not trying to be an asshole, it's just that I'm an asshole. 

And band camp has made it worse. My shoulder hurts, my back hurts, my feet hurt and all I want is a full body massage given by Logan Lerman and some nice cold water plus like a feast of food. 

Also a good book. And I'm still not done with Shadow Kiss and it's like super overdue so I owe like two dollars to the library so I'm debating whether to return it cause I'm not getting any reading done. Which is annoying cause I thought I'd get through the books I got from the library and a few wattpad books I want to read ie Beautiful Dreamer, Jericho, and Almost Loved. 

But my body is like lol no.

Also nothing has been written like at all. That's why I feel like I should journal. It also might help me not put incriminating things on the Internet via my blog or message board. 

But ugh. So if I'm rude or seemingly ignoring you, don't take it to heart. I'm like in super-bitch mode right now. 

Ugh he let us out fifteen minutes late and we already have to be back in an hour and twenty minutes. My body hurts. 

Erm bye